Friday. May 1st, 2009

What's wrong with the world these days? Economy goin down hill, People Dying, Some can't keep their Word, and others jus fucking up their life. Pills, Dro, & Yack, i know what they are made for trust me i know wsup wit that fucking shit. I was a hardcore mother fucker! I don't do any of that shit any more, i know they are used to enhance your activity, your performance, your FUN. I've gone thru some fucking shit jus doin one of them, and that shit aint fucking worth it. You lose family members as if there were no tomorrow. As of right now, i'm tryna be coo with them. After doing whatever i did, i also started to fuck up in school and i'm tryna do something with my life. I plan on going to college, maybe mechanics, medical field, or psychology. i can't be fucking up like this anymore. That's why i've learned about getting and attaining my own Natural High.

Like I can't really say anything about our economy because it deals with all of us, nobody is singled out. It's all about what we do, and how we do it. Like let's say saving water, electricity, and driving cars? it's hard because we use it every single day, it's not like we're gonna stop right? for instance, water, we all know majority of us waste water. for examples: while brushing our teeth, we usually leave the water on or when we have a brand new water bottle not even opened!, we jus throw it away. What i learned from my boy Kao, when you drink hella water it speeds up your metabolism, and i know for a fact a lot of people out there are tryna lose weight like me. Water is a good source that shit helps! fuck Gatorade etc... ahaha!
Electricity, what can i say? a lot of us waste it too. We waste it by leaving shit on, like me i used to always leave my tv on but since i dont watch alot anymore even tho my show "Taking The Stage" still be on (which i didnt even know), and now i jus leave my laptop on. Well i know a lot of ya'll know what i mean, this a big topic right now and a lot of people have their own situations.
Polution, another major topic, smh -_-. we all fuck up in this one. But we have to get somewhere right? everyone understands when i talk about it. they always talk about dont drive your car etc... cmon we try to get places. like me i walk and skate to whereever i gotta be but asking my boys for rides still hurts the world it self. People smoke (in general), the smoke damages OUR ozone. the chemicals from cars that flow out of the exhaust, most likely destroys our shit. ya'll understand where i'm coming from and thats the TRUTH, and it hurts.

Okay so, People Dying. it got me thinking today because one of my friends, i didn't know her that well but i remember i had class with her since freshman year. She was coo about everything, she would usually be the one smiling alot. ahaha its coo tho. i didn't cry at all, i jus thought about all the positive shit she has done for all us. i remember last year and this year she helped me with hw and also helped me pass the class. well not jus me, everyone that feels me! Rest in Peace and long live your soul thru all of us who knew you, Camille Rodriguez.

Some that can't keep there word, yeah i get it some people can't. But i said for a fact bro i would be there no matter what which i was. saying you would joog me out since my bday is coming up. yeah i started drama, but for a reason. i ain't tryna squab, if you want to lets fucking go then. You vs Me. i don't givva fuck! you jus need to realize wsup bro. that's it. So anyways people can't keep their word. It's hard, and yes i know. I can't keep my word for things that i wanna get, it's jus hella complicated. Hella people can relate to this situation also...

The others that are straight up fucking up their lifes, all i really wanna say is don't fucking give up! you got a whole life to live up to, you got people such as friends family and people up above watching over you. It's not the fucking end, THINGS will fucking come up. Yes fucking up is a whole Sucka phase but it's not worth the consequences. Listen to me, i know wsup, SHIT AINT FUCKING WORTH IT! take time and think about the good shit you got, ya boys who will stay there for you. Well the REAL ones will. jus think about brehh. hopefully you will be able to hear my words. stay safe & peace always...

-Nick (solekidd)