NFL Knowledge.

Dropping Knowledge like i'm about to die or something which will never happen because i know god is up there at my side watching over me thru all the bad times and some good. Like right now, choppin' it up with some niggas that i dont really talk to. God's helping me out to make the purpose of life shouted out to the world that needs to know wsup! its not like back then when everything was good. everyone now awadays need to see whats good! Hip-hop is life and Life is Hip-hop, jus the same way Love & Life go to together. living is jus one half, but the other is half is loving each other. Drama = Bullshit and those who cause the bullshit dont deserve shit! those are what you call suckas! NFL is a whole different story, its jus like what Lil wayne said "Love, Live Life, Proceed, & Progrees" do what you gotta do to get where you wanna be. Love is in life as well as it is in our own Souls.
-Nick (solekidd)

More to come, im a real nigga and ain't nothing funna change that, listen to my knowledge and one thing for sure is that you'll respect that. We living in a hard world thanks to the economy, i'll drop the knowledge and break ya back and i'll give you a fucking Reality check wit it!
-Nick (solekidd)

Respect to all my real boys & girls. Ya'll help me through life no matter what. Without ya'll i wouldn't be like this. Get To Know Me, Suckas! Get Active, before something goes down and hits you with a hatchet! BLASTED! like them phony "MC's" that be tryna hack it! i'm young nigga and i know that. but all im tryna do is get the word out, the flow out, jus for alla ya'll suckas to know that, we got the good life and ain't nothing funna change that. Amen!
-Nick (solekidd)

"So Jus Live Your Life, Ayyyyyeee!" - T.I. ft Rihanna (Live Your Life)

PS: for those who don't like my language especially when i use the word "Nigga", i'm sorry. it's jus the way i am, it's a habit since i was elementary. i try my best not to say it but we all feel the pain about being a stereotype. like people call me "Asian, A Chink". I ain't no fucking chink, i maybe mixed wit a lil chinese but im not so get your shit straight! And if you gotta a problem againist people being Gay, Bi, or Lesbian? Fuck you asshole! it's their choice to choose whether they wanna be Gay or not. Maybe they got hurt really bad in the past, so don't get it twisted suckas! This shit ain't no fucking game! Sucka, i ain't no motherfucking Joke so don't even try to Sweat the fucking technique! rags to riches out here. SF stay Sucka Free! SFC wit me where ever i go. Amen!

Knowledge Dropped (NFL).
-Nick (solekidd)

I aiin't never been no Sucka because I got the fuckin' Good Life!

Omg, these last couple of days (friday-monday(today)) has been a real Life CHANGING experience.

Like i'm starting to be coo with my mom again, like since I KNOW my mom will be checking this out time to time i jus wanna say this "Ma, uhmm how do i start? Thank you for everything you've given me like i've realized that I'm a fucking asshole to you, and figureing out that verbal abuse can kill you, and one main thing i dont wanna do is lose you. Like when tita sarah would talk to me in the car about how when i was little you would always be the one working the most. i remember not seeing you alot because i was always with either tita sarah or uncle daddy. I'm really sorry about everything. This is i know a really good way for you to get to know me better. I respect you a lot but it's hard for me to show it because you and I are so close we get easially annoyed of each other. I learned that from renjie his gf, because they would get into fight over small shit. Like since I know that you are reading this (literally), read this as if you were one of my friends. That's one main way you will be able to get to know me better. Like you know tita sarah, she would always be chill and let me n renjie cuss only a lil bit and thru any problem she would want us vent to try and out to her. I wanna do that with you. Like i've said so many times that 'I hate you' but really i don't, when i think about it. Why should i hate you? you're the one that has given me life and usually since i slept at renjie's house & charles' house we always talk. And it always got me thinking before i sleep, "Why am i like this toward my mom? she doesn't deserve any of this bullshit" like i would cry at night jus thinkin what would happen if i was with my fucking real dad. But when i think about it if i didnt hate my dad so much, i wouldn't be the person i am today. i know for a goddamn fucking fact! i won't be like him, a Sucka. Like all i'm tryna say is I Love You and thru all the bullshit! it will stay that way. and Ma when you get irritated, dumb it down because i'll do the same also." <----- this shit was today. i cried too while i was typing because she was lying down here next to me as i type because i told her to read it. Thanks Ma, for taking the time out to read this. I Love You Mind. Body. & Soul for everything. If i didn't do confirmation i would be still hella fucked up, but now i'm really trying to help you out and have that special bond between you n I :')."

Second off my boy Charles' house, his shit was so damn chill also my boys Thanh & Kerks were there too. Like jus listenin' to them talk about how fun their junior prom was and how i shoulda went. It's all good tho, that friday i was there to chopp it up with Renjie. So we set for life. Niggas dunno wsup about knowledge. it will be coming up on the next post with the help of the NFLs. Man fuck it, Charles' birthday has to be in a different post. like fuck it! this topic will be to damn beasty for ya'll to handle. ya'll needa check this shit when its out.
Late.... - SOLEKIDD

Realizing what i got..

"Realizing all these things that I've done, was worth it. Some good and some bad, but it was worth it. I wouldn't know what i would do without my boys, the NFL, EPM, and the REALEST friends. Life wouldn't be the same. They say you're more closer to you're boys than your fam, which is true because you're always with them & once you're with them that comfort zone jus sets in. Being with these people has changed my life, and every perspective about the world and its problems has changed, It all happens for a reason. Basically being with these people I've grown close to is like being in the SFC (Sucka FREE City)" - solekidd

Thanks Jameson for that reality check brehh,
"When we're gone all the knowledge that we dropped on ya'll today, you guys will use to help others that are in need or jus in general"
brehh i took this shit to the heart with meaning, if that wasn't said fuck i bet i would jus be like it's whatever we boys etc yadayadayada! I thank you a lot bro especially Shorty, Keith, & Gene (really introduced me to that Natural High). Mad Respect, Let's Jus Live Our Lives and realize what we got.

This maybe a SHLAP! but it also is a version of Hip-Hop. (He talks about being NFL & killing any sucka that tries to fuck wit his boys.)

Also shout out to Ms. O (Geometry Teacher), you've been giving us reality checks & tips about how we can help ourselves in life. I give you Respect for that, those reality checks jus hit me and now i take it seriously. Good Shit Ms. O! Even tho you can be a hot head, you really understand where all of us come from. I'm thankful to have a teacher like this no fucking lie!

Droppin' more soon! keep ya'll updated.
God Bless All - Nick (solekidd)

PS: Josie UNTALAN! & Eden Nasalga, Josie first. I DON'T even know you that well and we cheeeeeeeeeeeeeillll ass fuck! no lie, take time and realize it ahaha :). looking forward to meeting you soon. Eden, pretty yet talented, even tho we don't chopp it was coo doing it today, and it was nice seeing you in like 548257403574837265803days xD!

Ups & Downs.

Yesterday was an arright Friday but it ended better than I thought it would. Well it started out with like uhhhh how do I say this, I was running on 45 min sleep the whole day. I slept at around 5:30ish in the morning that day, I was doing a chemistry project. I swear, I really need to stop procrastinating and do my shit earlier and get it over with so . It's not helping me at all, I'm fucking up in school like it's all bad. In my progress report, i remember i had 2 D's and 2 F's, then once i got my report card, i was able to fix both of those D's but i got another D from cutting my bowling class. Like I'm one of the best bowlers in my class, but skipping one day drops it 1/2 of a letter (basically 5% is lost every time), and i guess i skipped like 6 or 7 times. So from an A (100%) subtract like 35% is like 65% which is a D I think.. And those 2 F's (Geometry & World History) I wasn't able to fix it, even though my teachers told me themselves that I'm showing progress in their classes. I really need to step my game up & stop cutting. Well school was boring because my boys left during lunch for their junior prom. I could have gone because my boy Charles asked me if i wanted to go since he was going in single but at the time when tickets were being purchased i didn't have the money for the ticket neither for a tux. It's all good though, next year is gonna be my year for my junior prom. Hopefully my boys had a DUMBASS CRACKIN' time.

Anyways, after school i headed to Renjie's house to go meet up with him and head to SF. When I met him up something had went down (but let's not get into detail). We stayed at the house for awhile, then Kuya RJ (Renjie's older bro) gave us a ride to El Cerrito Plaza Bart and headed to SF. When we both hopped on Bart train, Renjie had that "something is on your mind" look on his face, so we chopped it up until we got off at Powell and until we got to HUF. Btw, Ren hopefully that Galaxy Seersucker made you feel a little better :D ahaha. Anyways, after HUF we headed to Burger King in Powell (I haven't been in that Burger King since like last year when i was either with my boy Keith or Gabe, that BK was the spot we would always go eat at every time when go to SF, but we've been hittin' Jack-In-The-Box, Panda Express, etc.. We ordered 4 Rodeo Cheeseburgers (2 each for the both of us) and free water aha. I haven't eaten a Rodeo Cheeseburger in like the longest time, that shit was fucking BOMB and its fucking hella good with honey mustard (thanks Ren for letting me try it). Well after we were done eating, to kill some time, we chilled at BK for awhile and had a little fun making a gift lmao.

After Burger King, we went to the Bart station to head back to the east bay. Once we got onto the Bart train, we chopped it up a little bit more. Talking about Karma, like when you do something and later on it will hit you out of no where but it can hit you the same way or it can hit you the way but on a different level. We also talked about Renjie's Dad, like how he has a kidney problem and other stuff. I remember when I found out about that at school my Mom wouldn't let me see him. Like when she said that, i got so fucking heated i threw my phone at the wall and broke it. Like i can't lie when we were talking about his Dad on the Bart train i started to tear up, when something went down at renjie's house on 12/23-24, the relationship between me and his Dad just died like. Renjie's Dad is basically my Step-Dad, he replaced the position of my real Dad when i was growing up, i didn't even know who the fuck was my real dad was until i was in the second grade (7 years old). Like I remember when i was i think 3 or 4, Renjie's Dad used to be manager of a smoke shop, and i remember he would always bring me with him there, i'd be chillin' in the back running around even in the smoke shop itself, he would always get me candy or or let me bring my power ranger action figures so i wouldn't get bored. Like after i got confirmed and I started to try and be coo with Renjie's whole family again. So like after all of that the main thing that i really want to do, is to just to get back that same relationship by talking to his Dad and say that I'm sorry and that I love him for everything he has done for me. But like trying to We talked about a lot of stuff, I dropped some knowledge on him & he dropped some on me. By the time we arrived at like Berkley, I was surprised about how much time we killed and how fast we already got there. Well once we arrived at Del Norte Bart, we chilled there for awhile and waited for Kuya RJ to swoop us up.

Once we arrived to Renjie's house, we went up stairs and jus chilled for a sec slappin' a few songs and watching "Hatching Pete" on disney channel lmao. Then afterwhile, we started talking again, like about our Mom's and general shit like why do our parent's trip so bad about small things? Why do our parent's make us feel way more bad about something that we didn't even start to begin with? Why does everyone like making one problem small problem into a more bigger problem? What is wrong with the world these days? and hella more. Then after talking about that shit, we really started to reminisce over the good times. Like how he used to live with me back at my old home in Pinole Shores. Like we remembered way back then when our neighbors would skate outside and we would watch and join!, going to Joyce's house and everyone jus playing basketball outside, going to the park having rock fights, and going to our old friends Daniel & Stephanie's house either playing pokemon or yugioh cards, playing games like final fantasy, or riding around on our bikes. We were always just chillin' & having fun with it, but when everyone started to move it just died. We also talked about how Tita Sarah (our aunt) would always get mad at us, because me & renjie would always either get into stupid fights over hella dumb shit or we do some stupid shit that ticks her off. And now she's hella chill, like she knows what we go through and she tries to talk to us about it. We talked a whole lot about this kind of stuff. We talked for like 2 hours straight, not even realizing how much time we killed. I ended up sleeping over there and all good..

After last night i jus started to realize & understand that being confirmed is yes another level higher in my faith but it is also another level of maturity because it is your own choice to be confirmed. Like I remember when I joined Youth Ministry (Pt 1 of Confirmation) all i wanted to do was just get it over with. And I remember the Summer Youth Minitry retreat I was able to get to know my friends there more and made some new ones. I remember when it was the last day of the retreat, I didn't want it to end yet and when they played the song "Someover Over The Rainbow" by Israel Kamakawiwo Ole', I cried tears of joy. After that whole experience, they told me to join Emmaus, which i did and ofcourse I am happy that i did.

Shout out to my brother Renjie, i got much love for you brehh. Even though we're like step-brothers or cousins or whatever, you ain't none of that you're my brother my fam. You and me never really talked like that before brehh and don't worry as long as I'm around I got your back no matter what.
Shout to my NFL fam (Keith, Shorty, Jameson, Jerome, Buddy, Anthony & everyone else ya'll know who ya'll are) & the realest friends, through thick & thin ya'll are the ones to talk to and always down to chill. I've learned a fucking shit load of things from alla ya'll especially Keith, Shorty, & Jameson stay dropping Knowledge. This is pretty homo but, I DON'T GIVVVA FUCK!

If you got the time to please listen to these songs, you can relate to them no matter what in your own way, listen to the lyrics carefully

This song I totally forgot about, Thanks Keith brehh "word for word, phrase for phrase".

for those that don't know this fucking post took me 9:43am - 3:27pm.

this video is fucking dope! this guy has bars.

(SD) Kanye West - Robocop (1988 import version) from Myk Dawg on Vimeo.

Brehh, I'm Confirmed!

Today I got confirmed at the new cathedral in Oakland called "The Cathedral of Christ the Light". No lie, the cathedral was pretty fucking wet. Our class is the first to use the new cathedral for our Confirmation, we're pretty lucky. It feels pretty good to be confirmed, knowing that you've come this far but it is only the beginning. Like I really don't know what to say about being confirmed, I'm pretty much speechless & happy. I'm going to miss Confirmation classes and even the retreat. The classes were just chill and laid back, like it's just a place to relax with friends and talk about shit then 5:30 mass right after. The retreat though, i will never forget, let's just say IT WAS DUMBASS CRACKIN'! (I won't get into detail unless you ask me) ahaha. Well i had two of the best confirmation teacher's Megan & Elisa, they're both pretty dope, learned some stuff from them that will be helpful to me someday soon. Even though they weren't there the last few classes because of the medical program they are in, it's all good, do what you gotta do to fulfill your dream. "C5, Stay Alive!" (class motto made up during retreat.) Learned a lot from being in this Confirmation program, it was worth the time & money to finish the whole program, now it's time to move up another level in my faith.. Shout outs to Confirmation c/o 09 and all the people who showed support and came along including my family. Oh yeah and also my friend that i haven't seen in a dumbass long time! Leticia (Moses) it nice seeing you again, it's been a hella long period of time. Hit me up one and lets cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeil! ahaha

I don't have the pictures from the cathedral yet, i will post them up when i get them.
These are picture's of what i recieved:

Here is Proof that i have been confirmed - My Confirmation Tag


These are gifts given to me by my Confirmation Teachers - Megan & Elisa


And here are gifts (moolah not pictured) given to me by my sponsors - Joyce & Tita Sarah

FML.

Star (CST) testing began today, 4 fucking hours of being in the same classroom then after that you still have to go back to your regular class schedule, pretty fucking gay imo. Nothing special really happened at school except that it was fucking hot again -_-. I hate my life right now, my mom is giving me bullshit attitude right now (and if ya'll don't know my mom, she won't stop until she gets her bullshit way) so of course I'm fucking heated. We were suppose to go to Macy's to buy a red (feast color of Confirmation) button-up for my confirmation fit which is this Thursday but i guess it's not fucking happening. I guess I'm just gonna have to wear a white button-up, then even though my Mom expects me to wear a fucking barong, wtf? That's not going to fucking happen. What else will fucking kill my day/week? Fuck it! it's whatever. Gotta wake up early tomorrow, no ride to school so i gotta skate to school, CST again but sophmores only hella fucking gay. Need to blow off some steam, i'ma go hit the pull-up bar. You guys will here from me later...bye.

Back To School.

Woke up this morning with the window open and the fan on high, realizing that today is 4/20. Spring Break is also over and done with, now we're back to hitting the books ---> hella whack! Being back at school was hella gay, finding out that fucking Star testing is occurring tomorrow (when will this shit fucking end, even though it hasn't even started yet) but it was coo seeing friends that i haven't seen for awhile. Today was just like any other school day to me, boring. Hopefully through the week everything gets better. Shout out to my boy Charles, it's your 17th birthday have fun with it. Can't wait until it's my birthday, it's funna be ON! Btw it's dumbass fucking hot, and i'm fucking Sober on this holiday, but it's all good though. Post up another blog later, bye..

Song of the day (it's been stuck in my head):

I POKE HER FACE - KID CUDI FT. COMMON & KANYE WEST

Fairfield Journey 4.15.09

I took a journey with Renjie to Fairfield, this trip basically was the start of my Spring Break since i've been sick. Well anyways, we went to Fairfield to go chill with our friend Charles. We ended up chillin' at Alyssa's house watching movies (Pinapple Express & Wall-E), cooking food (Mac-N-Cheese), and taking pictures on her Mac computer. Chilled at her house until 11pm, made new friends at her house. Left her house and headed to Charles' house where we ended up sleeping over. Wake up around 7:30am, got a ride from his mom to the transit center to catch the bus back to El Cerrito bart, round trip was 12.50 altogether i think. Took bus back to renjie's house, slept for awhile then went with him & his brother to pick up his tux. Spring Break has started for me arright, hopefully it ends in a blast!









My new friend Alyssa "i'ma get you loose!" "make it look like im your new girlfriend! and you better make this picture look cute".

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